Deep inside

I can ever feel you deep inside.

I don’t think this awareness

is something that fades away,

and despite the fleeting concepts,

the frivolous conceits,

I feel it will outlast us both,

somewhere

away from light,

perhaps buried where the sea meets the shore.

Mood for patience

i’m in my third year at university studying… at least physically, but my mind is in the future, busy hanging out with the me in the future that i’m currently trying to build. he’s a busy guy so there’s nothing new there, but he’s balanced, which is something current Me is still trying to perfect.

i’ll get there soon.

anyway, i think the pressure is getting to me a little. there’s a lot going on with university and, as if that’s not enough to stress anybody out, i also have to ease my mind and the way it likes to get excited about the future and ambitions and ideas and whatever else. feels like a 1001 ideas bouncing in the walls of my mind and i basically feel like there’s not much i can do about it right now.

i have to have patience and, lately, i’m not in the mood for patience. sometimes i feel like i’m letting time run from me when i’m not moving forward with a goal as much as possible and i feel like there’s much more i can do with it. whatever. can’t keep worrying about everything.

everything in time, right?